I was walking to the train station with my Ipod.
The song, If tomorrow never comes make my eyes filled with tears.
Im so afraid to think about what if.Coz i get pessimistic towards life.
Soooo pessimistic for the first time.
I hope god heal him. Whatever that is. Just save him.

Jojo

When such thing happens to you.
U will realise how realistic life can be.
Read every single words. And u will know how my dad feeel.


Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Another devastating news.

The doctor called my dad this morning
They found some unknown object in my dad's lungs.

I really dont know what to say. And i wonder alot about life.
He is a Good Man, Wonderful husband and the Best Father on earth.
Oh lord, Why do u even consider of taking his life away from us?
Why not take some others who deserve to die more than him?

I rather die in his place. Im not joking.

Jojo

It only just begun

Im not living like an ordinary 21.

Instead, Im living like an extraordinary 31.

I swear man.

The days i've gone through. The fatigue was so bad that i hope i wont die in my sleep or lost my concentration and got into a fatal accident. I work so hard and time dont allow me to play hard. It wasnt easy to be successful. I go the hard way. And its only the beginning.

How shag.

Jojo

Lousy people on the road.

I realised that singapore drivers are impatient. And when they do, they are forcing me into accident.. Whats with the driving world man? Horn horn horn.I wasnt even driving slowly can. In fact, I thought i drove fast and so i underestimate other car from the main road. Wtf. then out of nowhere they accelerate and horn me. Maybe i should start reflecting on the way i drive. Well, Starting from tomorrow i shall play safe. Coz im the main driver at home and there is baby on board. Dont wanna risk LIVES.

Anyway, there is this black MAZDA tried to ton me when i was turning to HOUGANG AVENUE 10. Coz again the same thing, I underestimated HIS MODIFIED MAZDA 3 if im not wrong.

To that BLACK MAZDA driver,

I dont know what you are up to. But i felt that u should get a life or maybe cherish your life? If its my fault, I will apologise. But what you are doing is totally unacceptable. Seem to me your life doesnt worth much. Not even a cent! If thats how you view life, would you mind FUCK OFF as far as possible? Coz i have baby on board and what you are doing is threatening our lives.
Frankly, I feel sad for such people. Maybe he got RETRENCHED,DITCHED,SOMEONE PASSED AWAY AT HOME or LOST MONEY IN INVESTING but it wasnt our fault aint it?

Your attitude reflects alot about yourself dude. I seriously dont think you will make it big in this society and I HOPE YOU REMAIN WHAT YOU ARE RIGHT NOW. So that i can have lesser competitors to compete with me for good career. YOU ONE BIG SHIT HEAD. I HOPE YOU NEVER CLIMB UP! And one fucking day, you gotta sell your mazda away coz you LOST ALL YOUR MONEY ON INVESTING or you need the money for your CHEMOTHERAPY?OPPS!

Oh by the way, I didnt put your Carplate number in my blog coz i respect you as a driver, But i must say YOU ARE INDEED SON OF A BITCH. POOR MUM.

Jojo

I was about to sleep till Kaijie called my phone said that he's at jurong area. So i quickly hop out of the bed, get dressed then ran up to the multi-storey carpark to get my car and drive all the way to lakeside. I took the lead and Kaijie camry followed behind. HA. We went to kent ridge park to sit and relax. Though i had never seen his friends. But i'm able to blend in the culture and talk shit. So it wasnt that bad. Kaijie is good at entertaining and cocking shit also. HAHA~

I couldnt went out with aaron coz i was way too busy with work and driving. I tot of picking him up at his house someday coz he used to pick me up at my house. I owe him a favor and he is a good friend.

Jojo

I sense difference now.

Let me go home

Work started.

Its not fun thing. Lotsa shit stuffs to learn and the environment is not as great as the Supreme Court. I rather be racial harmony than being conquer by Malaysians. I dont detest the malaysians. Just that somehow, I dont get use to it. But i promise i will fit in. We shall see.

The industrial Canteen food sucks to the max. I think i must make my maid get up early to prepare my lunch. Coz its way too horrible. Oh well.

and the worst shit goes to..

OTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOT.yes.Overtime which is rather common..

For now,

I can only go

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