Wait

Wait!

Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.

DREAM DREAM DREAM

DREAM ON! THEY SAY.

I dreamt of grandma last night. She seems like a doctor who goes around healing people. Its a good sign and the best dream about her ever since she passed away two years ago.

OH WAIT!

The dream hasnt end yet! Also, i saw myself having a secret ROM with my boyfriend. I remember i was waiting for my gown at some grand condo with the sight of a swimming pool. Suddenly, one stranger whom i've never met gave me a pair of diamond earring.Its awesome.Real shiny big diamond. She asked me to put it on. And i did. BUT before the gown arrive, there goes the alarm. FUCK MAN.Really feel like throwing the phone off the wall. Coz the gown is almost reaching. I haven get to see it. OPS and i didnt tell my parent i'm getting married in my dream. Whatever.

Suddenly, I feel like getting married. Coz everyone around me are planning it. WTF? i'm getting old and i need something to rely on too. HAAAA. The time will come. Just not more than 8 years from today i hope.

I love you boyfriend. GRRRRRRR=)

Regards
Josephine

My incredible boyfriend

HAAA!

Fuck Taman Jurong's birds. Their body clock must have gone harewire that they keep chipping non stop since 5am instead of the usual 7am in the morning. So annoying can!Make me wake up early in the morning thinking that its 7am.GRRRR.

Boyfriend,

I know the pain are unbearable as i could see your painful expression when you try to toss and turn in the night. Get well soon!

Despite that, You still wake up early and cook me scrambled egg.
Thank you sweetie.

Thank you for being such a sweet and lovely person
Thank you for always been there for me
Thank you for fetching me home even though you're tired
Thank you for feeding me with my all favourite food
Thank you for treating my family like your own
Thank you for correcting me when i did something dumb
Thank you for being patience even when im grumpy
ETC..
Thousands and Millions of thank you is not enough.

You will always be my baby

Jojo

P/s: Love you my darling. =)

INDEPENDENT

Hello world

I self declare that from today onwards, I'm gonna not rely on anyone but myself.

INDEPENDENT


Jojo

Life and death is just a matter of time

Why do god take away lives of good people.
Why he aint taking away lives of those who doesnt even cherish themselves.

I have been to A&E for countless of time. The familiar smell of dettol and constant consultation with the nurses make me shivers down my spine. I feel so helpless whenever im in hospital. I even wish i was a doctor and i could understand the situation better. I wonder how long i have to put on with such fear. Fear of losing someone close to me. NUH/SGH seems like a second home to me. My wish for 2010. Is to stay away from hospital. As far as possible.

Yesterday night at NUH brought back really bad memories. I hate mortuary and those resting area at NUH. I miss grandma even though its been 3 years already. Misery ended for her. Probably afterlife is much peaceful than back here in earth.

I understand its suffering to be human. To come in contact with emotional torture and extreme anxiety. I cant do anything about it coz life still move on. I wish to do something meaningful before i pass on.

Let there be love.

Jojo

P/s: Thanks bf for everything when i needed you the most. =) always there baby.

Singaporean

I look into her eyes.
I hope she got pregnant and nobody give up seat for her in train/bus.
May her hormones change and become uglier than before.

Thats one dumb bitch i met in the bus. A heavily pregnant woman standing right infront of her. She just act dumb as though nothing is going on. OH WAIT. SHE IS DUMB. Fucking DUMBBIE. go suck ur mama boobies to take up some proteins that allow ur brain to generate smoothly? FUCKTARD.

I hope by the time i got pregnant, I have car, house and maid. Need not expect these inconsiderate people to help me up. Coz im fucking scare that they might help me miscarriage instead.

Lets all be CONSIDERATE SHALL WE!?

Jojo

P/s: Darling. Car, house and maid specially BOLD FOR YOU. MUAHAHAHA Love you.

*tearing penis and balls

Hi all,

Im sure dozens of people gonna envy me. Coz why? Im doing nothing. Paid to do nothing at all. My colleagues are nice people. Its like a dream come true to me. The feeling? fucking awesome! Unlike the POOR working environment at sunglass hut Seriously.Fuck it. Those people are fucking evil and lazy.Well, Forget about them. Few cents worth of bitches.

I added quite a number of my primary school friends in my facebook in order to KILL TIME. Its irritating to act busy. *roll eyes.

Boyfriend's injuries are healing well. Please god, end his handicappy and let me and him go chill out soon. Coz i miss my boyfriend very much even though i stayed over at his place last night. He's forever sweeeeet EXCEPT FOR DOTAING WHEN IM AT HIS PLACE.*(!@#&@!^#&*(@^!$&*(@# Let me catch u one more time im freaking gonna tear ur penis and balls APART. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Jojo

P/s: Despite that, I still love you daarling =)) hiak hiak.!