New life..

I'm forever rushing my way up to the ladder.
What ladder? Corporate Ladder la!!

Even though i'm sitting at home like a statues
(name whatever god you want),

I spend majority of my time studying for the entry papers,

I insist to cook dinner for my family
( My mum is super not supportive and insist the food gonna be CUI)

I miss my boyfriend whom i can meet once a week only.
(Please earn lotsa money and propose to me with a 1 or 0.5 carat ring! At least im kind enough to tell u the suitable size. TEE HEE!)

I miss my nephew, Javier who likes me more than his mum and my mum
[Dun ask me how! I just brought him to swimming and from there i up my status. YES, i taught him AH MA JIA SAI (Grandma eat shit) and he pick up REAL FAST! HAHA]

Anyway.
I'm gonna start a new life on oct 4. Gonna be a tiring job.. wish me luck..

Regards
Josephine

ex·pec·ta·tion   /ˌɛkspɛkˈteɪʃən/ Show Spelled


[ek-spek-tey-shuhn] Show IPA
–noun

expectancy, anticipation; hope, trust.




You dont expect things in your way
You dont expect people to give way when you are driving
You dont expect people to behave in a ideal way
You dont expect people to treat you like your parent because you are not related to them

You have to appear to be nice and sensible
You have to watch your back and learn to speak in a graceful yet reasoning manner
You have to earn as much money as possible to shut certain people up
You have to think about your future and not let this mess lead to another catastrophe

Human nature are selfish and thats enough said.
We were told to hold our fire until the last minute because we want to show gracefulness. War is always the last resort.
Even if we are mocked, people being sarcastic to us or probably out to step you like ants. You ought to control yourself.

Because life is not fair!

You got knock down by car, its the driver fault. but you are dead already. Thats not fair!
You work so hard thinking that you will be promoted but the promotion was given to a lazy bum.
Thats not fair!
You did not serve this customer but the customer blame you for poor service because he/she was being serve by a rude colleague. Thats not fair
You got scolded from things that you didnt do. Thats not fair.

It is meaningless to talk about that. At the end of the day, its you who suffer from anger and drives people away with your frustration. People find you grumpy and thats how you lost your EQ.
Sorry doesnt cure an angered heart nor does it solve problem.

So,

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Say no to expectation! Say no to Anger today..
 
Jojo
 
P/s: you are the most annoying bf. but i still love you very much=)

Gone with the winds.

Hopes dashed
Dream Smashed
Maturity not there yet
House not gonna get
Marriage still a long way
Judgement went wrong
Personality too complacent
Paranoid not really

IT IS JUST TOO EARLY TO TELL. MAYBE I WAS COMPLACENT. ITS TIME TO BE ON MY TOES ONCE AGAIN. SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THESE....

Thai Junk? NAHhh

Will you throw your SGD 10,000.00 to bail someone like this out of jail just because they are suspected to be prostitute?

Even if their parents got hit by cars,
Brother or sisters got rape,
they are mother fucking poor coz of whatever reason
I WILL NOT HELP THEM* NOT EVEN 10cents!
POOR? Chop off your hands and legs to BEG!

UNLESS

They present themselves decently and not behaving like home wrecker who dress so little having the intention of being laid by Man of all ages! YES ALL AGE. Include those smelly old man sitting at geylang staring at you like they gonna jizz in the pants anytime.
( Of coz i know she is a celebrity but can you see how people and the others present themselves?)

Man are Blind. And i do mean BLIND LITERALLY

Love can't be so blind unless you are being cursed! Who the fuck will be so stupid? i dunno! you gonna find out..

when she is out, nothing changed! Not even a single sign of remorseful and sense of appreciation from that bitch. WTF IS WRONG? People are thrifty and probably throwing their future flat money for your SIN! we are not JESUS. And we do not owe you for a damn living. If wasn't for your boyfriend, you are probably eating cockroach or sleeping with rats in the prison. Who will give a fuck about you? maybe those bangla workers will be attrracted by your stinko rotten pussy!

Go Ahead. Party away and SHIT YOUR PANTS!. I will see how many 10k your bf can fork out for you. FUCK OFF TO YOUR HOMELAND. WE DONT NEED ANYMORE JUNK IN OUR COUNTRY

Jojo

P/s: Do you feel regret now? I feel for you all..

  

Graduate

Finally!
After 2 years of struggle with work and studies,
I'm gonna graduate! (Bachelor Degree* for your info)

Which mean, I will be:

Away from Due Date of the project

Away from sleeping at 1130pm (Wake up be a zombie the next morning)

Away from project works that is forever endless and requires amendment despite studying for the same shit for 5 long years

Its good to be freed. My holiday starts now.


Jojo

P/s: I'm gonna ballot for flat this month. Wish me luck please.! Love you bf!

Past and present

Looking back those days,

I hand wash expensive clothes for my sister and machine wash my family's clothes

I wash dishes for my family after meal

I iron my school uniform

I cook food with references from cookbook (Though it doesn't taste fantastic but edible)

I cut fruits (Apple, Guava, Pineapple, Water Melon, Papaya and etc) for visitors

I do Spring Cleaning once in a while

I bath my dog frequently

I studied very hard and aim to be the top student in school

I practice hard to be the sharpest shooting in school

I jog every single day because i want to be slim

I'm motivated to be remarkable in future.

I was independent back then and my current boyfriend do not know how much i know and thought that my life is filled with:

Watching Tv

Watch my favourite Tv

Watch my favourite Tv Drama Kang Xi 

Love my couch

Love to sleep on my couch

Love to watch Tv and at the same time fell asleep at my couch

Must eat

Must eat good food

Must eat the best food in town

Who say i dunno how to do those simple chores? (BF SAID SO) _|_

Who say i cant even wash clothes and iron clothes (BF SAID SO) _|_

Relax darling. You dont have to put in so much effort to drill me because I'm not from royal family lei.

HAHAHA. I know what im doing and im just plain lazy many many times. 

Anyway, I still love you very much darling. Hope to get our favourable home soon!

Jojo

P/s: I love my boyfriend TYEE.. 

First i was afraid i was petrified!

Everytime when you climb up the ladder,
you feel that you are ahead of others
or even ahead of the world.
But often, life disappoints you when you climb higher and reality makes you fall harder.
There is no way to clear all the shits in life and it just keep piling like tap water running.
The only way to solve this is to feel content.

Of course you dont look for trouble Right?

Take some time to relax. You deserve it too..

Be brave to fight for your rights!

And dont be afraid! Someone will eventually be there for you!

Going two years and our relationship is better than ever.
How can i not love my boyfriend?
Where to find such a fantastic boyfriend?
I count myself lucky.
What about you!?

P/s: I love boyfriend Tyee many... 20/5/2011 Peach Garden? You decide!

Jojo

Perish and die.

It was a slap in the face (Not literally of course)
I'm NOT over it till they fall.
I'm glad that you woke me up on time.
And i want to thank you soo bad!
My bf used to talk sense into me and it didnt work.
So i admire you for knocking sense into my head INSTANTLY
Just look at how powerful your actions are
Now, i'm back to cat and rat mode
coz it feels soo good to have a goal
A goal to destroy one's life in NO TIME (For that i promise)
Am i happy?
GOD! I'm over the moon!(Maybe on the moon already?)

If its High Distinction you are looking for.
I can tell you we are not gonna lose out!
If its making use of the guys to achieve the High Distinction
I can say you girls are just WHORE and USELESS BUM!
If the guys joined the group because of the girls
I hope you guys caught cauliflower right at the tip of your dick tomorrow!
The Corporate world is so small that if we ever met
I'm so sure that life gonna be hell for you all!

To the heavy smoker in the group.
Karma gonna bite your ass for being ungrateful. (Her job)
Dont die young due to Lung Cancer.
Get a bigger Gucci bag please.
Money can make you strip to nothing and spread your legs.
I KNOW. people told me. I got same sentimental

To the So called "I last minute then knew about that".
My friend told me you got the suckiest name on earth. (Blame your parent)
You might be filthy rich BECAUSE of your PARENT (Your Botox Mum especially)
Did jesus taught you well? Is that how selfish nature come about? (Blame Jesus)

To the 4 guys in the group.
Yeah. Friendship. Cant abandon him. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Good for you for being such a nice friend then.
But because you are part of them, i dont think im gonna spare you guys either..


I had finished 3 chapters of Accounting theory today. And i'm back for more!

Jojo

P/s: I love bf tyee.