INDEPENDENT

Hello world

I self declare that from today onwards, I'm gonna not rely on anyone but myself.

INDEPENDENT


Jojo

Life and death is just a matter of time

Why do god take away lives of good people.
Why he aint taking away lives of those who doesnt even cherish themselves.

I have been to A&E for countless of time. The familiar smell of dettol and constant consultation with the nurses make me shivers down my spine. I feel so helpless whenever im in hospital. I even wish i was a doctor and i could understand the situation better. I wonder how long i have to put on with such fear. Fear of losing someone close to me. NUH/SGH seems like a second home to me. My wish for 2010. Is to stay away from hospital. As far as possible.

Yesterday night at NUH brought back really bad memories. I hate mortuary and those resting area at NUH. I miss grandma even though its been 3 years already. Misery ended for her. Probably afterlife is much peaceful than back here in earth.

I understand its suffering to be human. To come in contact with emotional torture and extreme anxiety. I cant do anything about it coz life still move on. I wish to do something meaningful before i pass on.

Let there be love.

Jojo

P/s: Thanks bf for everything when i needed you the most. =) always there baby.

Singaporean

I look into her eyes.
I hope she got pregnant and nobody give up seat for her in train/bus.
May her hormones change and become uglier than before.

Thats one dumb bitch i met in the bus. A heavily pregnant woman standing right infront of her. She just act dumb as though nothing is going on. OH WAIT. SHE IS DUMB. Fucking DUMBBIE. go suck ur mama boobies to take up some proteins that allow ur brain to generate smoothly? FUCKTARD.

I hope by the time i got pregnant, I have car, house and maid. Need not expect these inconsiderate people to help me up. Coz im fucking scare that they might help me miscarriage instead.

Lets all be CONSIDERATE SHALL WE!?

Jojo

P/s: Darling. Car, house and maid specially BOLD FOR YOU. MUAHAHAHA Love you.

*tearing penis and balls

Hi all,

Im sure dozens of people gonna envy me. Coz why? Im doing nothing. Paid to do nothing at all. My colleagues are nice people. Its like a dream come true to me. The feeling? fucking awesome! Unlike the POOR working environment at sunglass hut Seriously.Fuck it. Those people are fucking evil and lazy.Well, Forget about them. Few cents worth of bitches.

I added quite a number of my primary school friends in my facebook in order to KILL TIME. Its irritating to act busy. *roll eyes.

Boyfriend's injuries are healing well. Please god, end his handicappy and let me and him go chill out soon. Coz i miss my boyfriend very much even though i stayed over at his place last night. He's forever sweeeeet EXCEPT FOR DOTAING WHEN IM AT HIS PLACE.*(!@#&@!^#&*(@^!$&*(@# Let me catch u one more time im freaking gonna tear ur penis and balls APART. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Jojo

P/s: Despite that, I still love you daarling =)) hiak hiak.!

Ohhhhh

Im so drained by life
Im so drained by Computers
Im so drained by driving
Im so drained by shopping
I do not wish to go anywhere
Just let me be me.

I realised im lost.Lost in this long winding road that doesnt belong to me in the first place. Being Monkey see Monkey do half the time in my life. This got me real mad and real annoyed with myself. I didnt want to think that much but i feel horrible. I feel useless. I feel that im getting all the shit yet the baddies are getting all the joys. Maybe the grudges are too much for me to let go. Coz every now and then. I remember how i was being tortured. I wish they die tragically. I hope misfortune cast on them. Just fuck off and die. And i Fucking mean it.

Boyfriend aint in good state lately. He had gotten himself wounded on his limbs and a ultimate serious injuries on his foot during a basketball game.

Dear Lord,
I hope you cast away his pain.
Let him walk like how he used to.
Give him the happiness he deserve.
Help him to become successful.
Shape him into the best man on earth.


Someday,
I will be a better woman.

Today,
Take away my running nose and cough.

Tomorrow,
Will be a better day

Jojo

P/s: Even though i maybe a little unreasonable at times. But darling. You're still everything. Smile. let love lead the way.

Life just dont seem to be fair.
Why do god help bad people as well?
Why cant they just fucking perish and lead like a slave.
Why cant they just fucking burn in hell?

Anyway, it doesnt ever matter to me.
I got the best boyfriend on earth. =)
And i love baby very very very much.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Jojo

P/s: I love you boyfriend.

Where you go?

I got emotional so easily
My thoughts are running wild
I'm restless
I feel like its the end of the world
My stomach/Gastric hurt
Everywhere is hurt
I think i've gone overboard

I wanna break free from wild thoughts
I wanna be healthy
I wanna look good
I'm weird
Oh well.

Day one for work tomorrow.
Im praying so hard not to do anything dumb or stupid at work

Jojo

P/s: I miss you boyfriend.

THIS WOMAN

HANDSOME = GOOD BOYFRIEND?

I have a friend who got cheated all the time. But after so long, hearing the same old story over and over. I realised she don't deserve any pity at all.

She thought its fun to be in no string attached relationship.
She thought she is pretty and could get anyone she wants.
She thought all guys are reliable.
She thought handsome & rich makes a good boyfriend.
She thought we are stupid, thinking she went to a budget hotel with a guy friend just to watch EPL.

So tell me
How is it possible for her NOT getting Bastard,Rapist,Philanderer,Violence and Cheater.

This Woman = Serve Her Right.


Luckily i gotten myself a good boyfriend. OUT OF THE VICIOUS CYCLE.

Jojo

P/s: Happy 21st. lets go explore YANGTZE. HAHAHHAHA. Love you darling

What's Up

Twenty-five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of
This brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Ooh, ooh ooh
And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution.
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Twenty-five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

jobless

Life as a jobless is so damn fucked up.
New year is coming.
Same old questions gonna pop out again and again.

I dont wanna work in a under paid job

I dont wanna work in a non reputable company

I aint so clever to make it to the bank

I just need that little bit of luck

PLS PLS PLS.

Jojo

P/s: Love you sweetie... STUN STUN STUN YOU!. HAHAHAH.

BF

IM BACK!

And I have alot in mind.

I got the best Boyfriend on earth.

Trust me. Its all goodies.
And im freaking crazy bout him.

Because of him,
I dine in high class restaurant

Because of him,
I felt like i'm on top of the world

Because of him,
I'm safe and sound

Because of him,
I'm happy all day long

bfbfbfbfbfbfbf.

Jojo

P/s: still. BFBFBFBFBFBF