Day 6 of Dieting
I've skipped Day 5 because i ate way too much for my farewell lunch and buffet dinner for Shiying's early brithday celebration with the the F4(Including Sharlin). As usual, i Swipe my Card for payment coz there aint Atm around. Ate a few mussels, Oysters, abalones, Sashimi and some octopus. There goes 25 bucks.Haa
Wake up early in the morning with my stomach feeling a little unwell. Indigestion could be the case.Oh! and my right ear! It's still blocked! Gonna visit the family doctor again. Shit. Dont blame the weather. Blame the durians instead.
Resolution after attachment
Gonna hit the alleybar, have a few sips of martini, forget about money forget about love and enjoy the house music. Life couldnt be any better.
Anyway, I aint alcoholic.
I'm sick of people sometimes. And i'm forever reminding myself not to waste that 33% of my time trying to guess what's on your mind. In fact, I'll be fully utilising my life making it to the fullest!so stop the mind game, let it go and leave me alone.
Oh yeah. I'm Leaving and wont be back ever again. I know it's been umpteen times but from this very moment onwards, I'm gonna lead life my way. FREED
Jojo
Thursday, 31 July 2008
Tuesday, 29 July 2008
Nothing special.
Day 4 of my dieting
There aint any particular issue for me to blog today. The office is as usual filled with busy people typing endlessly as though they are completing a novel. I'm thinking twice about my future. Whether my hand is holding the right document or my mind is focusing on the right plan. Am i gonna be working in the audit sector? Will i be earning 5 digits Salary which i've promised previously? Can i marry a good man who doesn't die young? Will i drive an Audi Convertible? I'm questioning myself most of the time. If i've gotten the right goal/aim or whatever you wanna name it. I wouldnt be puzzled or having second thoughts. I would have said Yes. I'm earning 5 digits salary in 10 years time. I will be working, starting from auditing sector and I will marry the man of my dream then make my audi convertible the wedding car.
Happily ever after don't exist at all.Ha! Don't tell me cinderella aint gonna have problem with a flock of girls chasing after prince charming.If so, then cinderella must be a lesbian. what about the beauty and the beast? will the beauty vomit each morning when she roll over on the bed and realise that its the same hairy beast face over and over again? Or perhaps sick of eating the fur of the beast whenever they started to kiss? Very funny indeed!
It's Must have been love.
but it's over now.
It must have been good
But i lost it somehow.
JOJO
There aint any particular issue for me to blog today. The office is as usual filled with busy people typing endlessly as though they are completing a novel. I'm thinking twice about my future. Whether my hand is holding the right document or my mind is focusing on the right plan. Am i gonna be working in the audit sector? Will i be earning 5 digits Salary which i've promised previously? Can i marry a good man who doesn't die young? Will i drive an Audi Convertible? I'm questioning myself most of the time. If i've gotten the right goal/aim or whatever you wanna name it. I wouldnt be puzzled or having second thoughts. I would have said Yes. I'm earning 5 digits salary in 10 years time. I will be working, starting from auditing sector and I will marry the man of my dream then make my audi convertible the wedding car.
Happily ever after don't exist at all.Ha! Don't tell me cinderella aint gonna have problem with a flock of girls chasing after prince charming.If so, then cinderella must be a lesbian. what about the beauty and the beast? will the beauty vomit each morning when she roll over on the bed and realise that its the same hairy beast face over and over again? Or perhaps sick of eating the fur of the beast whenever they started to kiss? Very funny indeed!
It's Must have been love.
but it's over now.
It must have been good
But i lost it somehow.
JOJO
Monday, 28 July 2008
Empty yet still strong
Day 3 of my Dieting
Randy Changed my life.~
I was reading the last lecture by Randy Pausch for the entire evening.Like what was mentioned, Being Happy is equivalent to a fish speaking of the importance of water. Sometimes, Life makes you miserable by bringing you to the worst aspect of life.However when u did the right thing, Karma gonna settle among itself and strange enough you'll gonna find youself sitting on top of the world once again.How come? It was only through those misery then we'll learnt the lesson and avoid making the same mistake over again.I named it as the "tough way to rectify life".
Anyway,
I'm feeling empty lately.I got no inkling about what is going on and how come it happens..Perhaps,something is missing and i cant possibly smile without that missing puzzle.I guess i took mistake harshly and gotten myself extremely upset. I'm so Dying to change yet i didnt give myself enough time.Ignorant aint always a bliss people. Sometimes i was wondering the things which i am trying to show or should i say what have i projected myself to others? Sense of Pride? dignity? or some silly hot headed personality? I hate the idea of being a selective listener and life insists that i face the reality.Shit.
Maybe a hungry person is an angry person. Oh yeah.today is the third day of my dieting. Everything seems well and i aint having craving for food.It's a Good sign.Really good sign
Near to success.
JOJO
Randy Changed my life.~
I was reading the last lecture by Randy Pausch for the entire evening.Like what was mentioned, Being Happy is equivalent to a fish speaking of the importance of water. Sometimes, Life makes you miserable by bringing you to the worst aspect of life.However when u did the right thing, Karma gonna settle among itself and strange enough you'll gonna find youself sitting on top of the world once again.How come? It was only through those misery then we'll learnt the lesson and avoid making the same mistake over again.I named it as the "tough way to rectify life".
Anyway,
I'm feeling empty lately.I got no inkling about what is going on and how come it happens..Perhaps,something is missing and i cant possibly smile without that missing puzzle.I guess i took mistake harshly and gotten myself extremely upset. I'm so Dying to change yet i didnt give myself enough time.Ignorant aint always a bliss people. Sometimes i was wondering the things which i am trying to show or should i say what have i projected myself to others? Sense of Pride? dignity? or some silly hot headed personality? I hate the idea of being a selective listener and life insists that i face the reality.Shit.
Maybe a hungry person is an angry person. Oh yeah.today is the third day of my dieting. Everything seems well and i aint having craving for food.It's a Good sign.Really good sign
Near to success.
JOJO
Saturday, 26 July 2008
Hell has just begun
My world crashed real hard this time.I suppose that's karma and i am bound to lose every single thing which i own.I know it aint forever but i just gonna bear with it for a while more and soon I'll be on top of the world once again.
I'm down with virus attack for the past few days. Got a couple of MC meaning dock 2 days pay. Motherfuck. Must be the Damn weather. By the way, I've spent 3/4 of my pay on Dental and medical.
Next, I've met ghost at home. I dunno. That's my first encounter. I was on the phone with shiying then suddenly the baby toy just happen to play the music and move by itself. I don't know whats that suppose to mean but i aint scare. I have lost everything and there is nothing i will be afraid of.
It's such a shame that i have put on weight since the start of the attachment. I guess working really makes a person fat. Anyway to tackle that, I'm already in the midst of dieting and exercising. Gonna shed a few pounds, Wash away my unhappiness and let those memories fade with time. I just need to move on.
I didnt score well for my Attachment this time round. I guess i didnt keep cool.so yeap.It doesn't matter.Take it as an experience and i will get there.Hopefully i'll soar higher than you. Thank for the encouragement though it's more like an insults than motivation but anyway, I will remember you for life.Yes.Vividly.
It's okay to feel bad and sad sometimes. I will be fine. I just need to breathe. Maybe some car spin tonight? I hope so..
Jojo
I'm down with virus attack for the past few days. Got a couple of MC meaning dock 2 days pay. Motherfuck. Must be the Damn weather. By the way, I've spent 3/4 of my pay on Dental and medical.
Next, I've met ghost at home. I dunno. That's my first encounter. I was on the phone with shiying then suddenly the baby toy just happen to play the music and move by itself. I don't know whats that suppose to mean but i aint scare. I have lost everything and there is nothing i will be afraid of.
It's such a shame that i have put on weight since the start of the attachment. I guess working really makes a person fat. Anyway to tackle that, I'm already in the midst of dieting and exercising. Gonna shed a few pounds, Wash away my unhappiness and let those memories fade with time. I just need to move on.
I didnt score well for my Attachment this time round. I guess i didnt keep cool.so yeap.It doesn't matter.Take it as an experience and i will get there.Hopefully i'll soar higher than you. Thank for the encouragement though it's more like an insults than motivation but anyway, I will remember you for life.Yes.Vividly.
It's okay to feel bad and sad sometimes. I will be fine. I just need to breathe. Maybe some car spin tonight? I hope so..
Jojo
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